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    Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
    12:19 am
    A new song i wrote
    I felt like sharing a new writing of mine to my friends, enjoy.

    "Betrayed"

    Nothing hurts us more than
    The pain of being betrayed again
    Being alone is the only was to be safe
    From the evils of people

    I will not fall to your ways
    Isn't life a bitch
    I will not fall to your shit
    I am sick of it

    Act as if you have done no wrong
    You will not be forgiven
    I hate you on the inside
    The mental scars inside remind

    Be trayed
    Be trayed
    Be trayed

    Spit all over my trust
    The evil side of you I am friends with
    Why do you do such things
    Mentally murder your friends
    My soul has died

    I will not fall to your ways
    Isn't life a bitch
    I will not fall to your shit
    I am sick of it

    Act as if you have done no wrong
    You will not be forgiven
    Do you love me on the inside
    Do you just want someone to call friend

    Betrayed
    I was betrayed
    Stabbed in the back
    Fuck you
    Betray me
    I hate you

    Act as if you have done no wrong
    I will not forget
    You two-faced bastard
    Leave me alone

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Current Music: Korn - Here To Stay
    3 //Comment
    Friday, December 31st, 2004
    8:47 pm
    * Basics *

    1. Name: Derek M. Rix
    2. Nicknames: Rix, Dix, D-Rix, Drix
    3. Sex: male
    4. Birthday: May 3rd, 1989
    5. Age: 15
    6. Sign: Tarus
    7. Place of birth: Boston
    8. Current residence: Kingston, MA
    9. Hair color: brown
    10. Hair length: long for a boy
    11. Height: 5'8/5'9
    12. Weight: 1?? lbs


    * Body ills & skills *

    13. Do you bite your nails: only at movies
    14. Can you roll your tongue: yep
    16. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time: nope
    17. Can you blow smoke rings: idk
    18. Can you blow spit bubbles: yeah
    19. Can you cross your eyes: nope
    20. Colored hair: never
    21. Tattoos and where: no
    22. Piercings and where: no
    23. Do you make your bed daily: yeah
    24. Do you clean your room: yeah, monthly
    25. Which shoe goes on first: wtf...
    26. Speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: of course
    27. How much money is usually in your wallet? $20-$40
    28. What jewelry do you wear 24/7: wallet chain, Korn watch, arm bands
    29. Whats the best thing on a guy: i love my weiner
    30. Whats sexiest on a girl: everything
    31. Would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: late and look great
    32. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl
    34. Do you cook: microwave? yes. oven? yes


    * Grooming *

    35. How often do you brush your teeth: twice a day
    36. How often do you shower/bathe: every day
    37. How long do these showers last: 15-30 minutes
    38. Hair drying method: blow dryer, brush
    39. Do you paint your nails: no
    40. Do you swear: of course
    41. Do you mumble to yourself: when im bored
    42. Do you spit in public: never
    43. Do you pee in the shower: wtf....
    44. In the cd player: Korn Greatests hits
    45. Person you talk most on the phone with: Teelah (gf)
    46. What color is your bedroom: stupid
    47. Do you use an alarm clock: yeah
    48. Name one thing or person you're obsessed with? music and Teelah
    49. Have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex: not yet!
    50. Ever sunbathed in the nude: never
    51. Window seat or aisle: window
    52. Whats your sleeping position: i toss and turn
    53. What kind of bed do you like: as big as possible
    54. In hot weather do you use a blanket: yeah
    55. Do you snore: yeah.....
    56. Do you sleepwalk: no
    57. Do you talk in your sleep: no
    58. How about the light on: nope
    59. Do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: all the time


    * Last time you *

    60. Had sex: never
    61. Were kissed or kissed someone: Teelah last night
    62. Went to a Fun or exciting place: movies
    63. Cried: a week ago
    64. Talked on the phone: right now! with Teelah
    65. Read a book: i hate reading books
    67. Punched someone: today, brother
    68. Where do you see yourself ten years from now: DEAD
    69. Who are you gonna be married to and where: isnt it obvious?
    70. How many kids do you want to have: the hell if i know
    71. Your profession: student
    72. Future school: college


    * Friends *

    73. Who is/are your best friend(s): i dont consider any my "best" friend, but i guess ill say my gf
    74. What friend do you hang out with the most: Teelah!
    75. What friend makes you smile the most: Teelah!
    76. Friend that you fight with the most: if i fight with them, they are not my friend
    77. One you talk to the most online: ummm....Rix teh pimpett
    78. Friend that you miss the most: ...


    * Relationships *

    79. Do you believe in love at first sight: depends
    80. Do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yep!
    81. Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend: im fine with the one i have now
    82. Why or, why not: yeah....
    83. Last person you broke up with: never
    84. Last person who broke up with you: Vanessa
    85. Have you ever really been in love: right now
    86. Have you ever told someone you loved them without meaning it: never
    87. Do you have a crush on anyone: Teelah, but more than a crush
    88. Does this person know you like him/her: duh, shes my fucking gf
    89. How long have you liked this person: about 3 weeks

    *This or that*

    90. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
    91. Sunrise or sunset: sunset
    92. Apples or oranges: apples
    93. Silk or cotton: cotton
    94. Math or Science: Science
    95. Pink or yellow: yellow
    96. Hot or cold: cold
    97. Pen or pencil: pen
    98. Beach or lake: lake
    99. night or day: night
    100. Poor but happy or rich but sad: how about rich and happy!

    Current Mood: hot
    Current Music: Korn Blind
    //Comment
    Sunday, December 12th, 2004
    7:53 pm
    meh
    Since the only people that read this are from the internet, i figured i share with you, some new pics of my ugly mug

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/DSCF0017.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/DSCF0023.jpg

    Now if you dont mind, im going to go make a phone call to a special someone =)

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: Korn - Word Up
    2 //Comment
    Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
    8:52 pm
    Korn Dec 3 NJ Claus Fest
    I finally got all the pics from Dec 3rd!

    Korn:
    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/4.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/5.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/6.jpg

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    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/8.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/9.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/12.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/13.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/14.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/15.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/17.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/18.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/20.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/22.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/23.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/24.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/25.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/27.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/28.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/29.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/31.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/32.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/33.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/34.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/35.jpg

    Velvet Revolver:
    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/36.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/39.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/40.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/41.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/42.jpg

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/V%20F/43.jpg

    -Derek

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: Korn - Make Believe
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
    9:49 pm
    I think its safe to say that the past few months have been the best time of my life, mainly because i turned out to be one lucky bastard. Back in July/August was the Projekt Revolution, and i got to see it twice, just for Korn. I met 3 friends i made over the Korn message board, and they wouldnt be the only memebers i meet. long story short, the 4 of us got lucky and met Munky. Great girls, id love to meet them all again.

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/sigcombo1.gif

    Going into the future to late November, i visited another friend from the boards, and she is the shit. I wish she lived closer, she is the best. i had such a fucking good time.

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/Picture139.jpg

    Then December 1st finally came, Korn for the third time this year. So i was waiting outside the Avalon, 35 minutes till the doors open. i met Munky at PR, so i brought my Issues album with me just incase i got lucky again. I then notice Kim, Fieldy's asain friend, asking people in the crowd for the Issues booklet. I go up and give it to him, and then he tells me to follow him. But before that, he gives me a backstage VIP pass

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/The%20Fools%20Album/DSCF00055.jpg

    I then follow him onto a bus. When i enter, i almost have a heart attack because i notice Fieldy sitting right there. I spent the next 30 minutes hanging with Fieldy on his bus, watching Malibu's Most Wanted, and eating cookies and pumpkin pie. These two woman entered, and Fieldy looks at me and says "yo homie, these are my groupies, and they do w/e i tell them to". my hoodie also smells like Fieldy's weed because he was smoking on the bus. I later find out they wanted the Issues booklet, so they could see one of the covers, because Fieldy wanted it tattooed on his leg.

    http://home.nikocity.de/planetbrain/Daten/Lyrics/Korn/issues2.jpg

    They started to pack up, so i went back inside. While Breaking Benjamin and Three Days Grace was playing, Fieldy was getting his tattoo done. A little before TDG finished, Kim found me, and gave back my Issues booklet, signed by Fieldy. Also, theres a little ink on it with the message "thats my tatto ink". So i basically gave him that tattoo, and it will be there for the rest of his life =)

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/The%20Fools%20Album/DSCF0002.jpg

    I then went to the floor, and got gaurdrail for Korn. After the amazing show i headed backstage. They all seemed to have left, because they needed to rush to NY for Howard Stern. Fieldy was still there, so i got to hang with him again, and this time, my dad was with me. Pay no attention to how shitty i look, thats what happens when you just let lose for over an hour.

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/The%20Fools%20Album/DSCF0001.jpg

    We then had to go home, but not untill i got a few souvenirs from the backstage area

    http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v156/FOOLinTheRain89/The%20Fools%20Album/DSCF0003.jpg

    Then was the Dec 3rd NJ Korn show. long story short, i met another Korn board member, mAz, and his friends, very awesome people, and one very hot cynthia ;) . No, i didnt meet any Korn members, but i did meet a drunk Chino (Deftones), and Coby (Papa Roach). Everyone owes me, im the one who recognized him! Ok, well im done, you all are probly saying STFU by now.

    -Derek

    Current Mood: hyper
    Current Music: Korn - Word Up
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    Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
    6:10 pm
    such stress
    this is a long story, hope your ready

    a few months ago, my friend Chris gave me a home theater screen projector, right before he moved. ever since he moved i havent talked to him, atleast i got this awsome screen projector. its like my very own big screen tv.

    so i stayed home from school today, sick. when i was in my room i heard knocking on the door. i peeked out my window to see a fucking cop at the door. well i just stayed in my room because i was nervous this concerned all my absences from school.

    later my mom was screaming at me to come downstairs. i go down, and my mom plays a message on the answering machine. "Hello Anne or Paul Rix, this is Officer Bradley, we have you two boys, Brendan and Derek in out custody.....

    my mom called the police to find out what the fuck is going on. we both were charged with a felony. stealing $1000 from the school. i thought what the fuck, then oh shit.......thats where Chris got that screen projector.

    now lets back track a little. my bro, Brendan, has a friend that really ticks me off, Justin. he gets into all kinds of shit, and alot of people want to kick his ass because he is a big mouth.

    a few months ago, there was a story, of a kid in a nearby town. he put paint thinner in his teachers coffee, to poisin her. he was charged with attempted murder. well that kid was Justin. he moved out of that town, and here to Kingston.

    when my bro found out, he called him a sick bastard, and that he will kick his ass if he comes near him again...bad idea

    when Chris gave me that projector, i had no idea it was stole, Justin did though. Chris also gave Justin, and many others stolen goods from the school. when Justin was caught, as an act of revenge, he told the police i have a stolen screen projector, and that he has 7 witnesses.

    well tomorrow i go to the police station, so me, Brendan, and my mom can make a statement. earlier today a cop came to pick the projector up, i gave him to him right away. this should make charges non-serious.

    this is fucked up. Justin, that fucking nark. there isnt even 7 witnesses, he made that shit up. he was the ONLY one who saw that thing. he says 7 kids, i hardly even let my own family in my room, you think ill let 7 kids in? nope

    i dont know who to be more mad at, Chris or Justin. Justin better watch it, if these fucking charges stand and i get a record, hes really going to regret it

    Current Mood: nervous
    Current Music: Korn - Right Now
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    Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
    12:58 pm
    what a DAY!
    the day started off stressful, knowing i have to english papers i must do today. a few ago this woman came to the door, asking for me. she had two packages. one was the Korn and Incubus posters i won off ebay, obviously because it was a tube package. the second was this box, and im thinking wtf? i never ordered anything else

    when i opened up the box, i saw post cards and letters, and i thought i got someone elses mail. then i noticed a picture, and when i checked it out, it was Ana! (Anny_KoRnGirl from the Korn Board). she sent me a letter, a drawing of a panda (inside joke), 3 post cards, a sign that says "Derek is mine" <3, cookies (also an inside joke), and a pic of her. she really just made my fucking day =)

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: Korn - Ball Tongue
    3 //Comment
    Thursday, October 7th, 2004
    5:37 pm
    word of advice...
    when your in a College Prep English class, never miss 4 days of school. im so fucking far behind, i dont know how i can catch up. i have so much fucking work to make up. my teachers showed me my grade average, and the missing work is killin it. when i saw the grade average i had a heart attack....

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions
    1 //Comment
    Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
    1:44 pm
    whats up fuckers
    so i got to stay home from school today. got my damn braces off, fucking finally. after the doctor took off my braces, he gave me a sharpie and asked me to sign the wall. it was full of signature from people who got their braces taken off. mine shouldnt be to hard to find. i wrote...

    "DeЯek Яix

    thank you so much for your time and hard work to give me great looking teeth. \m/"

    anyways lol, tonight i hope to get Korns Greatest Hits album, and dad promised me he would sign me up for Kamp tonight. we will see what the future brings...

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Killswitch Engage - Breath Life
    3 //Comment
    Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
    12:07 pm
    the past returns
    like my new layout? thats my future lover over there

    anyways, yes the past returns. im talking about my ex. i have not seen and heard from her since June. now i can see her walking back into my life. her and a friend of mine are getting close

    also, i think my friend is an idiot

    Friend: dude i went to the movies with Vanessa (my ex) and a friend of hers.
    Me: cool
    Friend: Vanessa says hey
    Me: tell her i said hello
    Friend: dude we were like holding hands
    Me: really? i thought she didn't like to be touched, uhwell
    Friend: she told me shes never been kissed before
    Me: ya, she told me that also
    Friend: did you kiss her?
    Me: did she not just tell you tonight that she was never kissed?
    Friend: good point. dude i seriously feel like a pimp now
    Me: lol ok pimp, whys that? because you held her hand?
    Friend: more than that
    Me: what more did you do?
    Friend: im not telling you
    Me: haha ok pimp daddy, i understand

    "im not telling you", that is the excuse the little kid excuse like "i know what it means! but im not going to tell you because then youll use it!"

    anyways, im not happy about Vanessa walking back into my life. the last few weeks i kept in touch with her were hell, and im one of those people who can get lost in their memories and killed by them

    Current Mood: worried
    Current Music: Dimmu Borgir - Unorthodox Manifesto
    3 //Comment
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